hurt

its 618 and i'm sweating like hell..
this blog is to release my frustration on a certain sum1..i'm not afraid that he'll read it..cuz i dont even think he even remembers this address..and no one could read my blog as its not in the line thing..haha..

we fought the other day..half of it my fault i suppose..but he had wronged too..he just doesnt realize it how he had hurt me so much all these time..i'm always able to forgive him..dunno why i'm even staying in this r/ship through all this time..

mebe 4 years is way too long for couples...they tend to get bored with each other.resulting in all sort of stuffs like yawning/sounds bored when ur gf talking to u, blogging instead of picking up the freaking hp to just send a hi msg...mebe he is bored with me..

i'm not that sad though..i think that my tears have dried up for this r/ship..i'm just so tired of being the last one he would call or think about..

both of us doesnt know how to manage time...him too less for me and i'm too much for him...

its been couple of months since i last blog...i didnt have any interesting to talk about util today...my blog isnt even in the blog search..so no one would read this xcept 4 ppl who i gave the link of this blog...haha...

well...it started like a month ago, i was looking for 2nd hand stuffs and i found this blog..the girl had organized a jumble sale like a coupe of weeks b4..so i asked in her chat box if she had any leftovers from the jumble sale to sell...and i was like checking her blog everyday to c if she had replied.. so d next time, i type, well, y dont u email me so that it would be easier to talk..since i ASSUME she had stuffs to sell..then she replied, "i dont even know u,y should i email u ? " n i replied calmly that i just assumed she had stuffs to sell...no harm in me asking rite? i'm just a 2nd hand shopper..and suddenly, these two frens of hers started saying that I"M A STALKER!!! wat tthe fck yo...i just asked her a question and they called me a stalker rite at the chatbox..i'm humiliated and embarrassed.what right did they have to say that? FUK U D & L!!!! I hope u read this one day..

i dont even know wat to say rite now..damn those ppl..i hope they fail on their upcoming exams and mebe finals..haha...