its 618 and i'm sweating like hell..
this blog is to release my frustration on a certain sum1..i'm not afraid that he'll read it..cuz i dont even think he even remembers this address..and no one could read my blog as its not in the line thing..haha..
we fought the other day..half of it my fault i suppose..but he had wronged too..he just doesnt realize it how he had hurt me so much all these time..i'm always able to forgive him..dunno why i'm even staying in this r/ship through all this time..
mebe 4 years is way too long for couples...they tend to get bored with each other.resulting in all sort of stuffs like yawning/sounds bored when ur gf talking to u, blogging instead of picking up the freaking hp to just send a hi msg...mebe he is bored with me..
i'm not that sad though..i think that my tears have dried up for this r/ship..i'm just so tired of being the last one he would call or think about..
both of us doesnt know how to manage time...him too less for me and i'm too much for him...
